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Well, I guess you could call it a prom, the thing we have here after we graduate.
It's officially over now.
You can add me on Facebook (bgcake@abv.bg) and see some photos of me in a dress! :XD: They're in the "Bal ..." album
  • Mood: Sentimental
So DA looks different...

And I'm loving it! It moves so smoothly, hehe.


I'm busy with graduation photo shoots, prom and what not, so I'm really not that active here. I've also been accepted into the university of my choice so everything's going according to plan. School's over and I'm happier than ever.

Summer 2010, here I come! :boogie:
  • Mood: Happy

Recent faves.

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 12, 2010, 3:30 AM



The title says it all.

But first - a huge thank you to :iconlizarella: for buying me a subscription. It's good to know someone's willing to spend money on me, hehe.



In vivo by dargegOf savagery and eloquence. II by Lyndzie
:thumb146945862:Covered in skin by Healzo
White dress I by Just85
Milky Morning by Furrrka
Ice by mitchalltogether

  • Mood: Happy

19.

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 1, 2010, 8:53 PM



Yep, it's my birthday today. I'm 19 now.

:ohnoes:

Time just flies, doesn't it?

  • Mood: Happy
YAY!

Had to get that out :lol:

I got accepted into university! Well, into one of all the five unis I applied to but there is still time for the others to decide.
But I feel so good! Finally, all these years of studying have payed off. And, apparently my portfolio isn't that bad.
I'm super excited about the course; it's a full-time Media and Communication (Media Photography) BA (Hons) one and I can't wait to go there and bring them all British newbies down :evillaugh:

So yeah, it's official - I'm going to England next year.
  • Mood: Euphoric

Problem solved

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 16, 2009, 12:04 PM



Everything's fine now :D
So sorry to bother you with such stuff but I was going crazy.

Anyway, check out the grassy features again ;)



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Grass, plants, fields - you name it. I find grass strangely fascinating. Here are some of my favourite works... with grass.

Fairy Tale by soulofautumn87 My memories by 6Artificial6
Golden Wind by foart :thumb84138900:
Hay and Grass by SebastienTabuteaud am rhein IX by quadratiges
Nightmares by disco-ball Light Blue by nAgLiMaNtAs
Down The Rabbit Hole by pinkparis1233 :thumb85481619:
lay down by Verlasse and so we danced by growtrees
Left Alone by AnotherAutumn Barefoot by ansmeer
dusk settles in by SaintSazzle Rain dance by d-minutiv

  • Mood: Big Grin

Feature time.

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 28, 2009, 5:43 AM



Enjoy and don't forget to support the artists behind them!


:thumb126605444: let you go by quadratiges
homeless by kaunau stockings and apples 6x6 v3 by wasted-photos
sleep. by aanaliza Yellow Gloves by MarinaCoric


  • Mood: Adoration

Featuresss .Edited.

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 15, 2009, 11:13 PM
  • Mood: Adoration
:faint:

:thumb126153302:

!!

Oxygen by sexties :thumb124425387:
FA ca SHION by afvoetomath :thumb123548569:
:thumb122070172: :thumb118902686:

A sad, sad day.

Journal Entry: Thu May 28, 2009, 12:42 PM
  • Mood: Tearful
This journal is dedicated to the victims of a terrible accident, that happened today near my town.
A bus went through the crowd on a celebration day because its breaks stopped working properly. Sixteen people were killed, there was even a sixteen-year-old boy. Fifteen more are injured, many of them with serious damage.
It was only about two years ago that another accident happened, taking the life of eighteen innocent people.
It is shocking and horrifying, and it makes me angry at the same time. I can only pray for the souls of those who passed away, for the injured and all their relatives.

It is indeed a very sad day for my whole country.
May their souls find peace.


I am sorry for sharing such news with you but this is very important to me.

A little update

Journal Entry: Wed May 27, 2009, 11:43 AM
  • Mood: Big Grin
Some of you may have noticed that I'm not that active on here anymore. I've even received some notes asking if everything was okay. It is, trust me. It's the beginning of summer here so I'm using every possible moment to go to the beach and get some nice tan. So nothing's wrong.
Now that this is out of the way... Thanks for 40,000 page views and 900 watchers! I don't really care about numbers but these just mean that someone likes what I do, no matter how stupid and pointless some of my stuff may be to someone. Hehe.
Oh, and I've been chosen to make next year's yearbook. Urghhh! And they didn't even ask me! And I'm supposed to make everything for free. No. Way. Ever. Evereverever. Yeah.

I'll post something soon!



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:thumb123791243:A rush and a Push. by TinaApple
Listen Them ... by sextiesFly away, wishes. by Kenrocks

Video of me + Features

Journal Entry: Wed May 20, 2009, 12:42 PM
  • Mood: Nervous
I found the most amazing photo ever! :faint:
Panic Switch by Kenrocks by :iconkenrocks:
:faint: :faint: :faint: :faint:

IT'S BREATHTAKING!

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I made you guys a video! Now you can all laugh your heads off.
You can watch it here - es.tinypic.com/r/2iw67h2/5



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Feeling free by Krapivka2007 Supersurfer Girl by kosmodisk

Amazing photo! + Any suggestions?

Journal Entry: Sun May 10, 2009, 10:22 AM
  • Mood: Stunned
Okay so, I'm speechless. Take a look.

the last of the mohicans by beri

I can look at it all day and never get bored.


Seriously, it's scary how much I like the shot.



Anyways, while I'm still recovering from the shock of the photo above, I also have a request. If you know or see any artists who deserve a feature, please, don't hesitate to note me! I will gladly support them.

__________________________

Support:

You should definitely check out dAgnostic

dAgnostic stamp by Fivefold

"We are a group of deviants who want to help unknown artists to get the attention they deserve. We will do this through news-articles and journals in which we feature people the community and the members of our team chose."

Features II

Journal Entry: Sun May 3, 2009, 12:36 PM
  • Mood: dA Love
I've featured a small collection of pieces that touch my soul in a special way. Please support the artists behind these amazing pieces of art.

Tattoo: Black Rhinestones by LoganX78 i am without shoes by Piarvi-Recherreen

:thumb120034066: green peace by 6Artificial6

:thumb120790165:

:thumb120789938:

:thumb120789731:

:thumb121275181: you send me flying. by angelcurls

36 by The-Aesthetic-Effect baby breath by disco-ball

  • Mood: Frustrated
So I've gotten my hands on the program. Finally. But I've been working with Photoshop for so long that I'm sososososo confused by Lightroom.

It would be amazing if any of you guys could share something, like useful tutorials or just some tips. I know knowledge comes with practice but I need to start from somewhere.

Expect more work soon, cause the weather's getting quite nice around here ;)
  • Mood: Rant
Is anyone having problems with DA lately? :?
My messages don't disappear when I delete them so it keeps showing me that I have 100 messages in my inbox when I have none, for example.

It's annoying and frustrating.
  • Mood: Excited
Lately I've been thinking a lot about what people think of a girl/woman, who has two full sleeves, for example. Is it strange? Ugly? Normal? Pretty? It would be nice to know what you guys think.

If you're wondering why I'm asking this so suddenly, well then, it's quite simple - I'm starting my own sleeve soon! :lol: Old school style. Hehe, cant bloody wait!


:lol:
  • Mood: Excited
But not from me.

From you :lol:
What have you all been up to lately? Anything interesting, strange, new, boring, lovely, outrageous, etc?
Do tell!

Or if you feel like saying something random, go on! :lol:
  • Mood: Confused
The Mockery of Life
Wilfrid Scawen Blunt (1840 – 1922)



God! What a mockery is this life of ours!
Cast forth in blood and pain from our mother's womb,
Most like an excrement, and weeping showers
Of senseless tears: unreasoning, naked, dumb,
The symbol of all weakness and the sum:
Our very life a sufferance. -- Presently,
Grown stronger, we must fight for standing-room
Upon the earth, and the bare liberty
To breathe and move. We crave the right to toil.
We push, we strive, we jostle with the rest.
We learn new courage, stifle our old fears,
Stand with stiff backs, take part in every broil.
It may be that we love, that we are blest.
It may be, for a little space of years,
We conquer fate and half forget our tears.

And then fate strikes us. First our joys decay.
Youth, with its pleasures, is a tale soon told.
We grow a little poorer day by day.
Old friendships falter. Loves grow strangely cold.
In vain we shift our hearts to a new hold
And barter joy for joy, the less for less.
We doubt our strength, our wisdom, and our gold.
We stand alone, as in a wilderness
Of doubts and terrors. Then, if we be wise,
We make our terms with fate and, while we may,
Sell our life's last sad remnant for a hope.
And it is wisdom thus to close our eyes.
But for the foolish, those who cannot pray,
What else remains of their dark horoscope
But a tall tree and courage and a rope?

And who shall tell what ignominy death
Has yet in store for us; what abject fears
Even for the best of us; what fights for breath;
What sobs, what supplications, what wild tears;
What impotence of soul against despairs
Which blot out reason? -- The last trembling thought
Of each poor brain, as dissolution nears,
Is not of fair life lost, of Heaven bought
And glory won. 'Tis not the thought of grief;
Of friends deserted; loving hearts which bleed;
Wives, sisters, children who around us weep.
But only a mad clutching for relief
From physical pain, importunate Nature's need;
The search as for a womb where we may creep
Back from the world, to hide, -- perhaps to sleep.






Makes you think, doesn't it?
  • Mood: Tender
I just noticed that 290 people watch me at the moment. While this made me extremely happy, it also made me think about a way to thank you.

Seeing as I have no subscription (and my finances are quite... insufficient to buy one) and therefore I can't make a journal future, I came up with this idea - I'm gonna dedicate a deviation to my watcher #300. How does that sound? Take into consideration that my options are pretty much limited!

In other news:

I'm going on a trip with my family this weekend. Well for 5 days actually, to Sofia, Bulgaria and to Belgrade, Serbia. I can't wait, even though it's not that much and not what I wanted. Hello, Iron Maiden's concert! :wave:

I'm in a strange mood lately, kinda... indifferent to everything and everyone. All my friends have someone beside them, and I feel isolated in the no-love's corner. But not in a bad way! Haha. Damn me and my expectations! Honestly speaking, I'm way too picky and that would be my downfall. But I can wait ;)

I hope you're all doing well and inspired to create art and to live, too!

:heart:
  • Mood: Bewildered
18.

Ain't feeling any different tbh.